Optimistic

So you’re drowning now.
Your body is not yours anymore,
It’s only dump carried by the sea.
The water’s so salty and
So hard to ignore.

So you’re choking now.
Your face is buried in the sand,
To bury hot sand in your chest.
Involuntary convulsions won’t let you rest…
This is not the shore!!

So you’re looking down…
Was the sky too lightened?
Or you got blind as you tried to see...
Was the step you made worthless
Or it’s just the way you want it to be…

So you’re falling now.
Violent waves of air
Spread your thoughts everywhere
Until they don’t even exist
Cause for you there’s no somewhere.

So you’re nothing now.
Violent ticks of clocks
Spread your existence everywhere
Until it doesn’t even exist
Cause for you there’s no sometime.

So I’m sitting here watching you…
Knowing there’s everything I can do.

You’ll reach the shore tomorrow.
You’ll find the way to breathe
Your step will find relief
Knowing it’s not worthless.
You won’t be afraid
Of being meaningless
anymore.

And I’ll be smiling with your light in my eyes.